she won’t shut up
it just pours out
the hatred and disgust
her complaints and nagging
she can’t shut up
her voice becomes an echo
every sound can be heard for a mile
the very sound of her voice makes me cringe
as she chimes in
she won’t stop
i wish she would stay in my head
i had a relaxer up until i was 20 lol (my mom was a beautician and straightened it when i was 5)
i cut it into a bob in highschool
then i rebelled (and wore way too much makeup):
then came the bowl cut in college…fml:
then the try to look like a sorority girl look:
then did this mohawk…thing to it in the summer and dyed it red (my eyebrows were also on the battlefield)
then i cut that shit off
no more relaxers
and in the last year….
(protective style…damn i wore that sweater a lot..)
(i skipped a few styles, but you get the gist)
This post is like watching a flower bloom
what if it has only been a few days
or a few weeks
but my heart aches
like i have known you all along
i have no right to mourn you
but my heart cannot stop itself
I wish that the lies that came from my mouth
would become truth before my eyes
but my heart aches for you
and my body yearn for you
I really do mean it. I’m not the type of person to only say those 3 words when i need something from you. If I tell you that I miss you, it means that you mean a lot to me. Not only does it mean that you have positively impacted my life, but it also means that i want you to stay. I know people come and go, and that’s life, but I’m going to be honest, I want you to stay in my life.
Why do I still want You?
You are not a specific person, but I yearned for You very young
in chat rooms I met You, after You.
and I have hanged, and so have You
I don’t know if I’ll find You
or why I want You so bad
but I do
I want You
beautiful, graceful, magnificent!!!
Is that free!?